subiteveneinorem: (st tos: kirk/spock)
an entry i made for a random assignment contest over at [ profile] eliteofthefleet . i'm not going to lie, i'm kind of in love with it, probably because of the backstory. yup, this fanmix has a backstory (in my mind). starts with spock leaving to undergo kolinahr, and ends... well, we all know how TWOK ends. WHICH IS WHY THE LAST SONG IS SPOCK'S SONG. kinda sorta his katra's, to be precise. and it's a HAPPY song. a song full of HOPE, dammit.

/ends rant


playlist, lyrics, yt links )
subiteveneinorem: (an average thursday)
I feel like I've been neglecting this journal. I have to admit, I feel like crap because of it. I know it sounds weird but that's the truth. Even if nobody's reading (and I'm quite sure that's true), I still should write something-- anything-- at least once a week. If not for someone to read, then for me.

See, I'm rambling again. )
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"What's in your bag" meme:

Fun times :3
subiteveneinorem: (an average thursday)
So yeah, I did it.

Sorry that it's not in English, I'm still not proud of my accent... Will try to do subs. One day.
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Somebody should take my laptop from me. I'm spending way too much time online, my not-online pals forget how I look like.

Ok, it's not that bad. Still, the looks I get from my flatmate say it all. Yesterday/today I went to sleep after 4 am because I had to watch House livestream (2 to 3 am) plus another hour of waiting the ep to download plus re-watching best scenes. Which took some time, 'cause there were lots of them (there were some bad ones, too, but I'll pretend that they didn't happen-- it's not like TPTB care about continuity on this show).

Three words: PANTSLESS DRUGGED WILSON. Not enough to convince you? (is that possible?) 'Kay then: BOTH WERE HOUSE'S DOINGS. How about now?

Man, I still have teethmarks on my forearm. I bit myself so hard as for not to wake my flatmate and her BFF with laughter and fangirlish squee. Just thinking about the scene when Wilson wakes up and all that happens afterwards. Yup. Grinning like Cheshire Cat on speed.

In other boring news:

Re-living my childhood with Anastasia soundtrack. Gotta lay my hands on the DVD the moment I can.

Scored B on practical phonetics classes again. Hope that one day I'll be speaking perfect Queen's English. That day'll be the happiest day in my life (not counting fandom-related stuff-to-be).

Somebody please tell me how to stop rambling and finally get some work done...


(quote in the subject taken from 180 Degrees Housefic by[info]movies_michelle -- go read it)

Word meme

Nov. 3rd, 2009 07:46 pm
subiteveneinorem: (HOT fuzz)
Reply to this meme by yelling 'WORDS!', and I will give you five words that remind me of you. Then post them in your journal and explain what they mean to you. Keep in mind that if I don't know you that well, your words might end up kind of esoteric/oblique. You'll only get given five words if you do include 'WORDS!' in a reply to this post, meaning you can safely comment (should you wish to do so) without having to play.

Words given to me by [ profile] arhh :

Poland - I do ramble way too often about my country, don't I? Well, maybe not ramble, but complain. Yeah. Living here's not that easy. Can't buy lots of good stuff-- shipping from US or UK is way too expensive (also, currency stuff-- gives me headache). Not sleeping well/long enough-- 'real' life begins when the evening begins in the US, which is around midnight/two o'clock here (for example, last House livestream started around quarter to three a.m. here and I had a phonetics exam around nine a.m., but who the hell cares?). I love my country, I really do, but...

Spock - everything is about Spock. I mean, really. Up to the point when I can't think without making a connection with this yummy Vulcan hottie (ohshit, blasphemy!!! D:) I always had a thing for logical, un-feeling men: Holmes, 47, House, Jeeves, Hannibal Lecter. Spock is like the very definition of them, because he's also alien, which makes him even more of an outsider. (there's also the whole story about me wanting to be just like them, but I grew up, thank God)

Star Trek - The Ultimate Fandom. And I mean that. Whatever you think of, it's already there. Angst, hurt/comfort, crossdressing, alternate realities, BDSM, fluff, evil twins/counterparts, genderbending (kinda sorta), psychic powers, aliens. Also, Kirk and Spock as the proud 'daddies' of slash. What more do you need from life?

House - my first real fandom, and I think I'm stuck with it. Not that I'm complaining, hell no. If it wasn't for House fanfics I'd never chose English (learning, translating, whatever) as my future. Reading and listening to podfics really helped me improve my skills. Also, it has Hugh Laurie and Robert Sean Leonard, two of the hottest men living. I admit, I watch it for them and for slash. Pity TPTB seems to like screwing with watchers and keeps inventing weird plots and ruining characters (Cuddy, for example), but I hope they're going to fix it. With what's happened so far in s6, I guess somebody has realised what they were doing wrong. Keep it up, guys.

Friends - have a few, thank God. There was a time when I thought I can live without them and I was so wrong. I was stupid back then, but they forgave me. I really don't know what I'd do without them. Probably I'd be dead by now, literally. I've also met a few really awesome people online, and one of them I can actually call my BFF. Or a mind-twin. Or t'hy'la. And it's [profile] h_e_r_b_a_t_a . I love you, gal!
subiteveneinorem: (a bit overexcited)
... whatev, I gotta share.

I cane across the most BAMF movie I have seen since introducing myself to Star Trek. And when talking about fav action movies ever... well, this one's right next to Boondock Saints on my list. Why yes, I am talking about Hot Fuzz:

Here be the short story about how Lt. Commander Ji came across such awesomeness:

So a few days ago I was rummaging through dA, like I always do, and found this short comic. And then I stumbled across this awesometastic slashfic written by the director of this movie and two actors playing the roles of Angel and Danny.

The mind of a slasher, y'know. It reels. I thought, hey, if it's that good how come I haven't seen or hear of that before? So I fixed that the moment I could.

That was two days ago. By now I've watched this movie six times. And to celebrate that-- and to introduce you to (or remind you of it if you've already watched it) the epic tale of bromance and Cornettos-- I give you this picspam (now with more demented commentary):

Lock me up. I'm a slasher and I must be stopped. )

G'night everybody. Live long, prosper and eat Cornettos.

Oh, and jog on!


Oct. 25th, 2009 08:17 pm
subiteveneinorem: (an average thursday)
So me and [profile] h_e_r_b_a_t_a got this demented* idea and created our own community: [ profile] uss_femterprise . We still don't know what it will be about... one day we'll find out (hopefully). Now it's just a mod post and shitloads of nothingness so intense, it can claw your eyes out.

Yeah. *cue CSI: Miami opening music*

*get used to this word, it'll be used, overused and abused quite often there
subiteveneinorem: (sex is fascinating)
Here, have some Lt. Commander Ji in her awesome-tastic t'hy'la t-shirt and Epic Gloves of Slash.

And this just speaks for itself:


Oct. 24th, 2009 11:06 am
subiteveneinorem: (vtf?)
I could die for all I care. Haven't had my usual forty winks for some time now... and now I have to clean up the whole apartment and cook a dinned for two (my sis came for the weekend). And then I have to learn shitloads of stuff about phonetics... consonants and how they are articulated, and where. So, speech organs, yeah. All that labial/alveolar/glottal etc. stuff. Why in God's name do I have to know that? I want to be a translator, not an actress or something.

Oh, and my descriptive grammar professor told me that knowing stuff like this will help me find job in the UK or US. Yeah, she even gave us examples. Like her former student who is (or was, don't remember) a waitress.

So remember, kids: want to find a sucky job abroad? Learn Queen's English.

Not like I have something against it, it is orgasm-inducing when someone speaks QE, but forcing poor Polish students to learn such stuff is like... man, I do not even know what to compare it to... trying to teach a monkey how to play Chopin on a piano. Yeah, something like that. Ever heard Polish-English? It's quite funny :3

My head hurts. It must be the new cabin-cleaning stuff. Ugh, m'gonna puke.
subiteveneinorem: (an average thursday)
Title: The Bard's Tale, part 1
Characters/Pairings: House/Wilson, Wilson/OC, mention of Wilson/Bonnie and Kutner
Rating: PG-13 if you're really picky.
Spoilers: 5x20 Simple Explanation
Disclaimer: Do not own, unfortunately.
A/N: So, here's the short story  of these drabbles.

Me and [profile] h_e_r_b_a_t_a realised some time ago that almost all of James Blunt's songs are about H/W. We actually called him The Hilson Bard. I started to write a fic based on the lyrics for Cry. But since I suck at long fics, the idea got abandoned. Then I started to work on a series of short drabbles, each with a title and a quote from various Blunt's songs. I had maybe ten written down when MS Works said "um, no" and deleted them all. I got super-pissed and stopped writing.

Today I heard 1973 on the radio and just had to do something. Here's the result.

I actually cannot believe I wrote that )

subiteveneinorem: (O HAI JIM)
Aaaah, this weird things people eat during college years. God knew what He was doing when He made microwaves.

Life's not that bad here, not really. Not cheap, but also not that expensive, given we're living in an apartment that could be a definition of Extreme Makeover: Home Edition. Every single thing brand-fucking-new, down to cutlery (is cutlerly countable? ugh) And a fast internet connection. Most important.

God, I need some sleep. I can't remember the last time I went to bed before 2 am. Another life, maybe. It's just-- so much college-related stuff to do, catching up with the rest of the world is quite impossible before midnight. Stuff you sacrifice to BA in English... Never knew I was able to do that. Oh well, at least some classes are interesting. Exhausting, but interesting. Pity descriptive grammar isn't one of them. Life would've been so much easier.

*off to buy rice waffles*

I should read Beowulf now. DO NOT WANT. I mean, I know it's cool and stuff, but-- no thanks. Maybe next week. Month. I'd rather sit off my ass during psychology classes (Freud FTW).

And there's so much published slashy stuff to catch up with. I just re-read Killing Time (God, I wish I had the uncensored version), read The Price of The Phoenix (so fucking chaotic-- and slashy; human-Vulcan bonding FTW), and three stories from The New Voyages: Ni Var, Mind-Sifter, and The Winged Dreamers.

My God, The Winged Dreamers. So. Fucking. Epic. Here, have a passage from it:

Spock reached for the computer, and then his hand hesitated. He turned in his seat and
looked down at Kirk. In the depths of his eyes something was kindling. His face was intent
with what was almost a dawning joy.

Kirk stared back at him with mild alarm. "Mr. Spock?"

"Jim," Spock said in a whisper, "why do we have to leave here? We can stay. Just you and I.
We don't need those others."

"He's off his head." McCoy grunted. "He's finally cracked."

"No. The thing's finally got to him," Kirk said, climbing out of the command seat. "It's offering
him the one thing..." He stopped abruptly, realizing that he was giving too much away. He
ignored McCoy's startled look and went up to the Vulcan.


"We can go down to the planet," Spock explained reasonably. "We can be together,

Fuck. Ing. A. How the hell this got published? (and not only published, each story's got an introduction written by one of the ST TOS actors; TWD's got DeForest, Ni Var-- Leonard, and The Mind-Sifter-- Bill, which means each one of them read that particular story; it makes me happy in a perverted sort of way)

And two more ST-related things before I go (English Literature classes; no fucking way am I going to miss these):

Yesterday I watched STXI Gag Reel on Youtube. Some minutes later it got deleted. Found the second one and before that got deleted, too, I downloaded it and uploaded @ sendspace:

And the last one:

The most squee-inducing Star Trek fanfic ever: The Little Vulcan by ayalesca. 

'Kay, off I go. Live long and prosper,

Ji out.


Aug. 28th, 2009 08:15 pm
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First person who guesses whose POV fits this song gets an internet pot brownie. (hint: I'm thinking about ST: TOS; actually, I haven't been thinking about anything else for the past few weeks)

You can listen to it here.

Fiona Apple - Never is a promise

You'll never see the courage I know
Its colors' richness won't appear within your view
I'll never glow the way that you glow
Your presence dominates the judgements made on you

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch, I see from greater heights
I understand what I am still too proud to mention to you

You'll say you understand, but you dont understand
You'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye
But never is a promise, and you can't afford to lie

You'll never touch these things that I hold
The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own
You'll never feel the heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown to you

You'll say, "don't fear your dreams, its easier than it seems"
You'll say you'd never let me fall from hopes so high
But never is a promise and you can't afford to lie

You'll never live the life that I live
I'll never live the life that wakes me in the night
You'll never hear the message I give
You'll say it looks as though I might give up this fight

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch, I see from greater heights
I realize what I am now too smart to mention to you

You'll say you understand, you'll never understand
I'll say I'll never wake up knowing how or why
I don't know what to believe in, you don't know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing when I start to cry
But never is a promise and I'll never need a lie
subiteveneinorem: (kutner candy)
Things that Ji finds when not-so-randomly rummaging through youtube:

I've been a fan of Timothy Olyphant since I saw him in Hitman movie (yup, the one about a genetically modified killer clone, not the one with Chuck Norris). Watched the vid, once, twice... read the comments:

OMG Agent 47 bedding another man. How freaking awesome is that?!

Everything makes sense now.. no wonder why agent 47 didn't do Nika in Hitman lol

Hitman is gay? I'd rather him make out with a dude than that Russian chick with the floppy boobs. I should have watched this instead of Hitman...

Kinda disturbing to see agent 47 shacking up with another guy =P

I knew it!!! nr. 47 is a gay number! ^^ LOOOL

Well, it has to be me and my tea overdose, but I need me some Hitman slash. Right after watching The Broken Hearts Club, from which the vid is, that is. Umm...

And on a random note : REDTUBE IS BORING.
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I think I laughed my lungs out...

Drabbles made with Drabble-Matic.

Hot Love

I've been shipwrecked on a doable island... )

Bushy Lang Syne

No one else could look so hot, even in a cat mask. )

I Saw Wilson Kissing Santa Claus

He made House's eyebrow feel all x-rated. )


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